Life is a continual flow of energy and transformations of shape from one form into another form. Life as we know it from our perception takes place on earth. The earth is a dimension of balance, also called the school of balance or paradoxes. The earth is a dimension where the balance between two opposites is to be found. Not a balance at the outer end of that balance scale but a balance around the center of the balance scale, where the highest frequencies are and where the movement is hardly noticeable. Moving around this balance is the highest purpose on earth that can be learned. There you will be enlightened and enter a neutral balance between the two extremes as you where willing to face them, met the paradox and have risen above it. Only when you make a conscious choice, your energy level increases further. The following story can be checked when you consult the Akasha records.
Below, the sad story of imbalance …
Balance scale A: I want to feel at home, nobody knows or cares about me. Balance scale B: We have given you an income and you live in a house. Balance scale A: I want to feel at home, nobody knows or cares about me. Balance scale B: How can we help this person? We do not understand what she means? Balance scale A: You have to take away my debts and offer me a better house as I am originally of noble birth! Balance scale B: Whatever past, you have not played your personal role on the game board. You have made these incredible high debts. You have never worked for your money. You were that submissive that you met a dominant man who gave you two children unwillingly. By this unwilling submissive attitude you asked for balance and thus you met this dominant person. By spending too much money the balance scale collapsed and turned completely the other way! Balance scale A: You are blaming me? See what this man has made me do! I am the victim. Balance scale B: Yes you are a victim but not of him but of yourself. You are a victim of yourself by not noticing the teachings of earth. We have mercy, thus you live in a house. You even get your monthly social security allowance. However you need to make it a home for yourself. Balance scale A: You also make me a victim! You must help me…
She was not willing to learn to come in balance with the earthly lessons. She even forgets nobles oblige. If she does not balance she is not returning to earth by any means now that this large vicious circle of 26,000 years is closing.
She went on the run for her inner Self, as she does not dare to be confronted by her mother, her brother or her spouse from which she received a twin some thirteen years ago. This flight behavior and conflict avoidant behavior makes her to face the imbalance and repeatedly shows that she cannot be left alone as she cannot take care of herself. Each reached out helping hand (from friends, acquaintances and all social services in this world city) seems to be apparently understood by her, but after several months she shows the opposite. Her conflict with herself is denied by her and thus her dark side increases. She runs against the reality of life, because she refuses to Life. She looks always for others to bear her weakness and she enticed them with her language skills, deep reflections and her aristocratic performance.
This woman (A), mother of two beautiful daughters, knows with her cosmic powers to attract rich and influential persons to bear her life. In fact she stands in the grounding of those persons. What those persons do not realize, is that she does not help them with her cosmic powers, but uses them for her purposes. She uses their energy. These persons are therefore not able to increase their energy (= Life). Mrs. A ultimately cannot perform on the energy of others as it is not her own energy. It slips through her, what light is becomes black because it is stolen energy and does not sink in. Whatever she experiences by other persons, she does not look at what it has to say. She does not internalize her life lessons, but is still on the run for her commitment. This makes her obsolete faster and faster, because the energy she has, is not hers and does not approves neither her essence nor her body.
More and more entities start to live in her body because she does not increase her energy / vibration levels but rather reduce them further: she becomes blacker and blacker. Her own being occupies even less space. With her cosmic forces she occasionally still materializes things on earth. It is however a dark power that she uses and by which the casual viewer believes she is a Light worker but in fact she shows a murky world. Those who expose her, acquaintances, caretakers, clinicians and gradually her teenage children, get the most horrible form of cosmic forces (= black demon) over them. It is her final attempt to force these persons back into her sphere of influence to be available for her and to (continue to) feed her (it looks like the legend of Ahasverus, the Wandering Jew). Like a parasite she uses others to worship her because she falls for power instead of inner “en-richment” and inner force. She does not want to recognize this dark power nor wants to learn from it in order to come into balance and develop inner strength. She is so much out of balance that there are literally parasites in the house on their body, their head, in the pillows, curtains, etc. Even this hard lesson is not yet strong enough for her to get out of her ground position. She keeps trying to win persons for her, by supposedly helping them, but this aid is only provided to benefit from them. It is not altruistic service, as a Light worker would provide aid to those who ask for help from their inner heart. A Light worker do not use the power of another, they remain in balance with the other.
The ultimate act of love (compassion) to this lady can be given by denying access to your own (light) energy. This way she is maximum challenged and it demands her to “de-velop” her own (golden) light. Only this light can be internalized to take on the journey through Life, as it represents a model of subtle movement around the center of the balance.
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Epilogue
Unresolved issues from the past manifest themselves in later relationships in the form of impulsive behavior, acting out of place and inappropriate intense feelings. Identification with another person has the quality feeling of “I just was not myself” or “something came over me.” When someone exhibits unusually strong emotions or behaviors that cannot be explained by the current situation, then one can assume that there is a systematic entanglement. This also applies when someone inexplicably has difficulty when communicating with someone else or reacts in an inexplicable way as if controlled by invisible fears and conflicts.
